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The refiners fire
What happens when you encounter fire within someone? The kind of fire that reveals your truest most authentic self. The kind of fire that isn’t safe, but it will spark within you all that you have ever desired to be. What do you want out of life? Do you desire much of the same from […]
sarastjohn
2 days ago2 min read


Manifesting a change
Everything I have ever learned while studying quantum theory is that the physical manifestation is always the result of the thought. The thought sets into the motion what is necessary into order to materialize its physical counterpart. Present circumstances never bring about more of its likeness unless you are focused on it. If you have […]
sarastjohn
4 days ago4 min read


Who told you…?
I know all of us have our responsibilities, but does that mean that we can’t lighten up and have some fun? Can’t we take life a little less seriously? (this coming from the mother of a critically handicap child) I mean really… do we have to be so serious all the time? Since when did […]
sarastjohn
6 days ago2 min read


Expectation = Destruction
Expectation when used improperly has killed more than it has ever given birth to. Expectation in relationships carries with it a weight in which the other person is unaware of what is expected of them. Expectation is pressure. Unnecessary pressure. We are nature. Our nervous system looks like the skeleton of a tree. Our eyes, […]
sarastjohn
Feb 34 min read


Creation
I have spent years researching quantum science/theory, brain and nervous system function, solar weather and the earth’s resonance in order to gain greater understanding of the human design. We are electrical beings in a dense environment where we are able to create and ground our energy. Creators are what we are. It is our default […]
sarastjohn
Feb 13 min read


Full circle
I’ve lived a very different life the last going on 12 years. It’s a life that has been proven to be far removed from the average human. It has caused me to be pretty difficult to relate to. I don’t try to be. I don’t talk over people’s heads and walk around with a lot […]
sarastjohn
Jan 304 min read


It’s winter!
One of the things that has helped me through winter with a smile on my face is music! I love to listen to uplifting and happy music. Music that makes me want to shake my booty. Music like the link above! Having been a northern native most of my life you would think I’m used […]
sarastjohn
Jan 282 min read


Giving meaning to life
Would anyone argue that as humans we have the ability to create and that creation begins in the mind? All of our ideas begin in our minds. All of our thoughts begin in our mind. And as we focus on those thoughts and ideas they pick up value because of the meaning that we assign […]
sarastjohn
Jan 263 min read


Hard woman
I wrote a blog that is the counterpart to this one, “How men got neutered.” How men got neutered – Life after death There is no separating this post from the other because much like a body, all parts are dependent upon one another for a functioning whole. This isn’t about gender roles, it’s about […]
sarastjohn
Jan 245 min read


Prepare to feel abundant hope
I want you to read these paragraphs and really feel into them. Feel the love in each line. Envision it within your mind. Allow the emotion to overtake you. This is how global change begins, in the mind xx What if? What if life was good? No, better yet, what if life was amazing? What […]
sarastjohn
Jan 223 min read


How men got neutered
How did men go from Maximus in Gladiator to Kip from Napoleon Dynamite? We’ve covered a lot of time space since then and things have become a lot less emergent, physically. At the touch of a button or a swipe of the finger, what we want suddenly appears before our very eyes. We have the […]
sarastjohn
Jan 205 min read


The aesthetic
aesthetic(n.) 1798, from German Ästhetisch (mid-18c.) or French esthétique (which is from German), ultimately from Greek aisthetikos “of or for perception by the senses, perceptive,” of things, “perceptible,” from aisthanesthai “to perceive (by the senses or by the mind), to feel,” from PIE *awis-dh-yo-, from root *au- “to perceive.” https://www.etymonline.com The aesthetic, pleasing to the eye, easy on the senses. A lot of things look good but […]
sarastjohn
Jan 184 min read


Growth in pain
A purpose for pain was posted prior to this but this concept needed to at least be a micro-series. https://lifeafterdeath.blog/2026/01/14/a-purpose-for-pain/Pain, the very thing humans run from, is the doorway to their freedom. Everything in this world is made up of energy, including feelings and emotions. When we experience pain, it arrives in the form of […]
sarastjohn
Jan 163 min read


A purpose for pain
Humans spend the majority of their lives trying to avoid pain and suffering. It’s a natural instinct, no one wants to feel pain. Suffering comes from not accepting the pain and not allowing it to move through us. Pain is mandatory, suffering is optional. Pain and suffering aren’t synonymous, though they are paired together. It […]
sarastjohn
Jan 144 min read


Consumed
When we were born, we carried the echoes of our parents and other ancestors’ nervous systems and ancestral baggage. We were born with the templates, the impressions upon our energetic fields. It takes a good deal of conscious effort to avoid the pitfalls and traps set before we even got here. Sadhguru is the only […]
sarastjohn
Jan 123 min read


consuming wax fruit
We have been in an era (though I feel we are leaving now) where the definitions of words don’t match what is being labeled. We point to hallow souls calling them leaders and good role models. Having a pleasant appearance and having all the right words to say has been considered being of good character. […]
sarastjohn
Jan 114 min read


Help
I ask Spirit/my Higher self/God how they want to use me, where can I best serve humanity and others, whilst fulfilling my goals here. I don’t come up empty handed on answers and that’s about as hard as I search for the answer because I know that the answer will seek me out. I’m open […]
sarastjohn
Jan 94 min read


Truth
“In this life, what ought to be the most important is the search for Truth. Truth can never be merely concepts or conditioning or belief. Truth is spirit and life. It is what we are. It is our very source. It is our essential nature and being. It has been so from the beginning of […]
sarastjohn
Jan 94 min read


Every man for each other
After decades of ‘every man for himself,’ we are seeing the fallout. Disconnection. Families shattered. Community is obsolete. Friends are someone who liked your post. Connection used to mean something before technology took over. Connection was genuine and real, not just a symbol on your phone telling you the Wi-Fi is out. Technology has taken […]
sarastjohn
Jan 84 min read


I tried
I tried to help them, I truly and honestly did. I gave it everything I had again and again but it was never enough. It never stopped the bleeding. They never felt loved enough, respected enough, seen or appreciated enough. I tried until it felt like it was killing me. I tried until there was […]
sarastjohn
Jan 64 min read
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